fighting for oreos.

Wednesday, November 26, 2008

My Fourth Vision

I saw me emerging into a valley of darkness,a valley of despair,a valley of fear...
As I walked along the path,
there was no one around,not a single soul was in sight.
I continued walking along that dark path with very little light.

Then,I found myself walking along a street,
with many lamp posts,very brightly lited ones.
As I walked past those lamps,
they suddenly went off.

I ignored the lamp & continued walking,I thought it was electrical faults.
But,as I passed another lamp post,
it went off again.
I felt weird.
I felt a presence,an evil presence,a strong one...

I kept on walking but all the lamp post went off,
until i reached a store which has crosses on display,that lamp post outside that store,
did not went off.
I thank the Heavenly King & prayed for his blessings to protect me.
Then i continued walking,
it happened.

The host of satan's angels swept passed me,making me weaker.
I kept on walking,walking briskly.
I need to find that light,that pure heavenly light.

I found it,i thought to myself,looking at the pureness of the light.
& I ran towards it.
I was full of hope to get out of that place,that evil place.
Then,when i reached the light,
I was absorbed into another world.

As darkness clouded my mind,
I saw a group of Heavenly Angels around me.
I knew I was in heaven...

A quiz that I owe Caryn frm a loooooooooooonggggggggggggg time ago.
so now gonna do it.

1) What is your favourite colour?
Green & Orange

2) How many sibling do you have?
None.

3) What would you do if you like someone?
Wait for that person,or maybe let fate take its place?

4) Where would be your ideal date be?
hmm.....dont want tell you!

5) Which place would you like to visit very much?
Taiwan!!

6) Have you ever gotten into a relationship?
yea....

7) What kind of flower do you like?
Rose & Orchid

8) What is the language that you speak the most?
English

9) If you could have a pet what would it be?
Obviously a dog.

10) How tall are you?
1.64m ~ 1.65m

11) How heavy are you?
50 plus?

12) Do you currently like someone?
hmm....yes & no?

13) what is he/she like?
Table tennis & playing the french horn

14) Why do you like him/her?
So busybody for?

15) Do you think that you will be unfaithful?
If i was,then i think that having a relationship isn't worth it.

16) what is your ambition?
Food Sciencetist or Story writer

17) Where are your parents from?
Singapore,obviously!-.-

18) Do you think loved by someone or loving soemone is more fortunate?
Both?

19) list down one letter tht apear in your crush name.
hmm.....I

Not gonna sabotage ppl.

ah....
today was another rotting day for me at home.
went to the market in the morning to get some food for the bbq,
got prawns & squids.then get the vegetables for the bee hoon.
got some food & headed home.
played maple,watch some animations,chatted & slept.

~ends~

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

Another Vision
I'm serious that all my visions were true.
Believe it or not,its your choice.
The first vision dated back on october.
It's a horrible thing to see,especially to know...

It started with a problem,a problem in school.
To make it clear,friendship problem.
Well,I could say only a few know about it.

Since I was so hurt & sad,I decided to do something for this person,
whom I shall name bamboo[not real of course].
I invited bamboo out,
& even though we didn't talked much,
my heart was already crying out,
"Do it!stop torturing yourself!!"

I was in a dilemma,I didnt know what to do.
But in the end,I decided to do it.
I got up slowly,
then walked towards bamboo,who was standing near the hand rails.

Then I passed a stack of notes to bamboo,saying,
"he...here...here are a stack of notes for your examinations.I hope it will be helpful to you."
Then,passing bamboo another stack,I said with a cry,
"Here...here's a stack of stories that I have written,my feelings & my emotions.I really do hope that you could read it."
Then,I bowed to bamboo,making a perfect 90 degrees.

When I bowed,memories flashed across.
The times of sadness & sorrow,time of joys & happiness.
Recalling everything,I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks.

For about after 10 minutes,after everything got recalled & was remembered,
I bowed & walked backwards,like how the Thai's do,
then i just walked out of that place with tears in my eyes.
Running towards somewhere I knew,here no one would find me,
I dropped down & cried out,"Why?!WHY?!WHY?!".
I simply just cried until sunset.

Bamboo went home,recalling what I said,bamboo read my second stack,
the ones with story,feelings & emotions.
At that time,I was just trying to forget everything,
when suddenly,
everything went blank.

I know there are more to be seen.

[All my visions' are all true]

today was quite a boring day lah,
quite pissed off also.
i mean,i hate ppl who interupt me,make so muc noise in public,etc.
most of all,i was pissed off by my mum.
like there was a conversation:

me:tomorrow got go see movie.
mum:why you everytime tell me last minute?!
me:I never ok!I told you like dunnoe how many days ago lah!
mum:answer me some more!so rude right?!
me:i rude my problem lah!care so much for what!you also dont care!
mum:[go smoke]

was like super pissed off lah!!
nvm,still got.

mum:when your bbq is?
me:27th
mum:when buying the things?
me:on that day lah
mum:must wash the food.
me:then 26th buy lor.
mum:you always tell me last minute.
me:I got meh?!I never!is you always forget!
mum:argue some more,dont come ask me for pcket money.
me:dont give then dont give lah!watever~

super pissed off lah!!
so stupid.
i hate siblings who are not related to me by blood!
I hate my siblings!
I hate my mother's BF!!
**** lah!

shall calm down.
nvm,
tomorrow going to see show,Madagascar 2:Escape to Africa.
comfirm will be fun??
anw,tmr also gonna collect the tickets for the St. Patrick's Concert on the 22nd december.

all i can say is,
I CANT WAIT FOR THE 20TH & 27TH!!

~ends~

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