Saturday, November 15, 2008
Another Vision
I'm serious that all my visions were true.
Believe it or not,its your choice.
The first vision dated back on october.
It's a horrible thing to see,especially to know...
It started with a problem,a problem in school.
To make it clear,friendship problem.
Well,I could say only a few know about it.
Since I was so hurt & sad,I decided to do something for this person,
whom I shall name bamboo[not real of course].
I invited bamboo out,
& even though we didn't talked much,
my heart was already crying out,
"Do it!stop torturing yourself!!"
I was in a dilemma,I didnt know what to do.
But in the end,I decided to do it.
I got up slowly,
then walked towards bamboo,who was standing near the hand rails.
Then I passed a stack of notes to bamboo,saying,
"he...here...here are a stack of notes for your examinations.I hope it will be helpful to you."
Then,passing bamboo another stack,I said with a cry,
"Here...here's a stack of stories that I have written,my feelings & my emotions.I really do hope that you could read it."
Then,I bowed to bamboo,making a perfect 90 degrees.
When I bowed,memories flashed across.
The times of sadness & sorrow,time of joys & happiness.
Recalling everything,I could feel tears rolling down my cheeks.
For about after 10 minutes,after everything got recalled & was remembered,
I bowed & walked backwards,like how the Thai's do,
then i just walked out of that place with tears in my eyes.
Running towards somewhere I knew,here no one would find me,
I dropped down & cried out,"Why?!WHY?!WHY?!".
I simply just cried until sunset.
Bamboo went home,recalling what I said,bamboo read my second stack,
the ones with story,feelings & emotions.
At that time,I was just trying to forget everything,
when suddenly,
everything went blank.
I know there are more to be seen.
[All my visions' are all true]
today was quite a boring day lah,
quite pissed off also.
i mean,i hate ppl who interupt me,make so muc noise in public,etc.
most of all,i was pissed off by my mum.
like there was a conversation:
me:tomorrow got go see movie.
mum:why you everytime tell me last minute?!
me:I never ok!I told you like dunnoe how many days ago lah!
mum:answer me some more!so rude right?!
me:i rude my problem lah!care so much for what!you also dont care!
mum:[go smoke]
was like super pissed off lah!!
nvm,still got.
mum:when your bbq is?
me:27th
mum:when buying the things?
me:on that day lah
mum:must wash the food.
me:then 26th buy lor.
mum:you always tell me last minute.
me:I got meh?!I never!is you always forget!
mum:argue some more,dont come ask me for pcket money.
me:dont give then dont give lah!watever~
super pissed off lah!!
so stupid.
i hate siblings who are not related to me by blood!
I hate my siblings!
I hate my mother's BF!!
**** lah!
shall calm down.
nvm,
tomorrow going to see show,Madagascar 2:Escape to Africa.
comfirm will be fun??
anw,tmr also gonna collect the tickets for the St. Patrick's Concert on the 22nd december.
all i can say is,
I CANT WAIT FOR THE 20TH & 27TH!!
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
THAT GIRL.
` C.laudia S.L.Y.X
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` New handphone
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