Tuesday, February 9, 2010
chinese new year around the corner,common test around the corner.whats worse..?MY FISHING HP SPOILED.still can spoil right in front of me.freaking pissed at that slut for not having my phone changed.argh.whatever.tomorrow's the full dress rehearsal.i cant be bothered much.so troublesome,so irritating.& by the way,i dont care about what i am gonna say now.
I HATE TAN ZIWEI
.i whine today, have u? .
all i ever ask i peace.nothing else.but yet,every single day,things happen.for a bad cause.spoiling my entire idea of forgiving & a happy family.everyone would probably have their happily ever after with their families,but it looks like it wont work for me anymore.no happiness.no peace.going home everyday thinking about how happy we could be,but the word,WE, doesnt exist anymore.not in my story.instead of being cared like what other parents would,being ill-treated instead.being scolded at for utmost no reasons.shouted at like a dog,treated like a maid.tears gushed,but forced back.heart wanting to shout out,but was told to be mute.thoughts of death,was stopped by.facing this crap,facing craps in school.crap as an SC,toughness as a teacher.stress piles up.depression moves in.ARGH,was all my mind could think of.concentration level drops.eyes grows heavy & weak.memory gets weaker.heart gets softer.just ARGH!
.i whine today, have u? .
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i just wanna run away from home.
.i whine today, have u? .