got commissioned as a teacher in church today.cab to church with joachim anyway.the shirt that was given was like.... SO BIG!!woah.anyway,it was an honour that 5 of us came from joachim's & jerome's class!!went to kfc with michele & her mum.had a nice 'long' talk.wow,good luck mich.rushed home to do up my undone homework.bored now.whatever.sometimes i wonder why is it that im always stucked in the middle.
with events happening from both sides.
why me?
all i need is a happy family.
why this?
& i seriously dont know what to do.
slash myself?
eat 20 pandols again?
smoke?
cry everyday to sleep?
be a complete emo?
what else?
commit suicide?
i seriously dont know.
i would've been dead a long time ago.
but i dont know why am i still alive.
who knows,maybe everyone will rejoice when im dead?
maybe the problems will subside?
maybe the family will be happier when im not around?
why cant anyone understand?
why?
JUST TELL ME WHY.
.i whine today, have u? .