Saturday, October 31, 2009

Finally,im updating my oh-so dead blog.sheesh.just some random updates yea?was elated when i realized that i passed my chinese paper1!!well,the teacher let us glance at our paper.as each day passes,it gets boring,very boring.well,school is as usual,just that there is school next week too.BORING.today would be the second last day of cat. class,i bet everyone will be sad ya.well,what i mean is,we've been together as a class since primary3.dude,thats like...7 years!!then,its all over now,soon,syddenly,memories will be kept deep in.hmm...mrs loh teachings have drop alot,as in,the standard.from bad to worse i suppose?the moment she enters & starts teaching,my mind would just *poof* & there would be nothing inside.well,she's teaching Amath,more Amath & even more Amath.B-O-R-I-N-G.wow,bonds between friends have broken & loosen.sometimes i really wonder what the true meaning of friends,as in not the sentence "true friends are those who stay by your side when others walked out in your life"that sentence above,thinking about it,confusion would spur from somewhere & my mind would go bonkers.for now,i can say that my true friends are my best friends,Alicia,Waihian,Liza,etc & some others like Lijing,Liyun & Denise?as for the rest,i cant say anything.oh yes,letting my compressed anger out ya?dude,dont think that you're always right,cause you're not.dont always cover up for those close to you & pick on me.i know my stand,so stop trying to correct my mistake,& moreover,you're not someone perfect too.why dont you ask all of them to just stop saying "oh my god"?why must you always tell me that im wrong to say it when i know it?why dont you tell others too?dude,you're a christian,like do you think i care?im a christian too,a catholic.its not as if other christians have never said it before or you have never said it before.so stop being a busybody in my business.oh yes,STOP POKING YOUR DAMN NOSE INTO MY BUSINESS OR CONVERSATIONS.B*T**.thats all guys.wait for the next update.goodbyes~~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
Saturday, October 17, 2009
oh well.life gets harder as each day passes.well,at least,for me.was back to class after duty yesterday & probably someone ahd spoiled my mood after a long time.thanks loads,for spoiling my mood.LIKE HELLO?!I HAVE MY PROBLEMS TOO & ITS JUST THAT YOU DONT KNOW,SO STOP SPOILING MY MOOD AS IF THE WORLD OWES YOU.forget it,i wont entertain losers with big mouth.anyway,while i was trying to suppress the anger & hatred,it was expressed through words in a composition instead.the relieve teacher who relieved my class walked pass & looked at it.giving me the rhetorical look,she said,"oh really?"well,the day wasnt as bad as it is,not until a group of noisy monkey came & screamed at my staircase,not all though.headaches headaches.once again,anger was forced to lower itself down.got back my E.Math paper & guessed what?I passed!!woots~& flunk my chinese & social studies.oh well,perserverance & hardwork is needed for the next year's examinations.as for band,first practice after a hiatus from band.aziz had worn braces!!& it was funny to hear him speak,as if he was short-tongued.*laughs*anyways,band ended & going one with a heavy heart,breath was shortened.somehow.i just dont understand why,this feeling always hooks onto me.whenever exact stuffs happen,this heavy feeling falls like a rock crushing my bones.the anguishing sadness that penetrates through the cells & veins in me.this feeling,has visited me before,but when...?i cant remember,i wont bother to,just let me be,be who i really am...i wont let this suffering pull me down after many people have tried to get rid of it.i will not let them down now.i will pull through this ordeal...oh well,as it is.
.i whine today, have u? .
Thursday, October 8, 2009
you guys have to watch these videos.they're so adorable!!
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.i whine today, have u? .

Maybe its true as said.
I do s**k.
I really dunnoe who to turn to.
Claudia,youre gonna be Symforian soon.
anyway,
chinese paper today & it was a load off my mind after it ended.
.i whine today, have u? .