Wednesday, June 24, 2009
a family that makes me f*cked up.
a family that only knows how to blame,knows how to badmouth me.
I didnt know my ahma was that bad.
I didnt know that she would call me a f*cking girl.
I didnt know my ahgong was that bad to agree.
I didnt know my step-siblings snatched away my happiness.
I didnt know my family would treat me like an outcast.
I dont know that my family would cause me hurt & grief,sadness & pain.
All I know is,
my family dont give a f*cked about me anymore.
my family just simply think im always the troublemaker
Im never treated with care & love.
I just cant wait to NOT turn 15.
I dont want to be 15.
Empty promises.
broken heart.
Im pretty f*cked up now.
I cant stand it anymore.
How i wish i could run away at this point.
Nothing is better to than to die now too.
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
THAT GIRL.
` C.laudia S.L.Y.X
` 16;22nd July
` Green FREAK
` Lame,Crazy,Hyper & Fun around
` Friends before anything
` Panda's are loved
Dont judge me without knowing me
CRAVES.
` Green Crumpler bag
` Pass chinese
` Save $200 by July
` Better videoing skills
` Panda stuff toys
` A new green badminton racquet
` Have a stronger voice
` Finish learning guitar
` Have piano lessons
` New handphone
` Promote to sec5NA/Higher Nitec
` Make new friends
` Looney Tunes stuff toy
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