Wednesday, April 22, 2009
why are friends called friends?
why are there families when none of them care about you?
why are there things that you dont understand about yourself?
why must all of you insult for fun?
why?
I've had enough.
Im not gonna force myself to smile anymore.
I not gonna laugh or smile to school or whatsoever.
since insulting me is fun,go ahead.
i dont give a shit anymore.
since friends are called friends for fun,
might as well betray me continuosly,hate me,backstab me.
since families dont care about me,might as well ask them to treat me as someone invisible,someone who they dont know of.
Im sick & tired of everything.
no one understands,maybe one or two,but not others do.
i come home,get ****ed up.
start crying as i think about the day.
at home,no one cares.
even if im sick,no one cares.
even if im starving,no one cares.
whats' the use of living in this pathetic useless world?
No sibling of my blood.
no one understands.
oh,how i wish that i could just jump off a building.,
to end my troubles,to end my worries.
no one could ever place themselves in my shoes.
no one understands my plight.
maybe some could.
but....
nevermind.
off now,hopefully i would be online someday.
byes.
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
THAT GIRL.
` C.laudia S.L.Y.X
` 16;22nd July
` Green FREAK
` Lame,Crazy,Hyper & Fun around
` Friends before anything
` Panda's are loved
Dont judge me without knowing me
CRAVES.
` Green Crumpler bag
` Pass chinese
` Save $200 by July
` Better videoing skills
` Panda stuff toys
` A new green badminton racquet
` Have a stronger voice
` Finish learning guitar
` Have piano lessons
` New handphone
` Promote to sec5NA/Higher Nitec
` Make new friends
` Looney Tunes stuff toy
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