Monday, March 9, 2009
No one responded.
"MUM,I'M HOME"
No response,not a sound was heard.
I quickly threw my bag on the floor & rushed to check for the presense of any living being.
'pring pring...pring pring' went the phone.
Bringing to a halt,i turned around & walked briskly to the phone.
Picking it up,i heard a dead tone.
"Sheesh...Your mot..mother..ish...with...with mesh.."
"Hello?Hello?"
"If you ever want to seesh your mo..mother alive,come to Parkingston street off Walls street."
"HELLO?!DAMN YOU!"
I hardly could unerstand his language.
I bet he failed his languages.
Hopping onto my bike,i cycled down to Pickleting street & then to the destination.
I turned around & around,to find no one there.
Pressing 911 on my cell phone,i looked around for suspicious-looking person.
I informed the police about the current plight i was in & they offered help.
I searched frantically when the police too,could not find her.
it was the fourth hour,everyone gave up.
Cooling the prespirations,i hoped that she was alive.
True enough,she was.Limped,bloody & smelly.
i hugged her though.
"Never leave me again"
I had to carry her home.(imagine if she weighs 6pounds?!)
I brought her to counselling centes,therapy.
But everytime she goes there,my name would appear,talking about my love life.
I never fell in love before.
I dont know.
I dont want.
But i had puppy love before.
It ended within a week.
& my mum could only say,"See,they leave because you're a tomboy"
& i would only sigh.
I planned to not fall in love again.
but i accidentally did,witha guy,who i knew through my friends.
His voice would make my heart melt.
His laughter would make me happy at the saddest moment.
When i was lost,he reached for my hand & guided me.
When i was parched,he watered me with love & happiness.
I thought i had developed a friendship,a close one.
But no,it was more than that.
It was.....Love.
I had gradually fallen in love with him.
& i love looking at his blue-green eyes.
His skin is as soft as a feather pillow,
& his hair is as spiky as a porcupine.
It was all an infactuation & i didnt realise it.
I was on cloud-nine when he asked me to go steady with him.
I agreed.
I thought being in a relationship was easy.
i didnt know it was more then meets the eye..
I felt under pressure,under stress.
Our relationship had drifted apart.
No,is drifting apart.
I controlled my anger on him.
Acting like a blur queen,when he scolded me & slapped me.
I controlled my anger,but it was sensitive.
I could explode anytime.
Then,it struck me.
I should break up with him.
Relieving me from all these pressure & stress.
I took my cell phone,dialled his number & got ready to say that sentence.
"Erm...Hello?Is jerome there?"
"Yes?"
"Erm....I need to tell you something."
"what?"
"Erm....I think....I think we should break"
"..."
"i Know its best for us,so we should"
"well,if you insists."
"bye"
"bye"
That's it.
The end of my love life.
END OF MY LOVE LIFE.
FULL STOP.
I swore to myself to not fall in love again.
To let fate decide my future.
I know i had made the right decision.
Even though he calls & asks for patch backs,
i humbly rejected.
It's over.
~ends~
Well,what should i say?
I blame myself for my effing attitude towards him.
I really cant stand his english.
& i refuse to talk to him?
ohmygod,i'm nuts.
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
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` New handphone
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` Looney Tunes stuff toy
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