100 Truths! After you've filled this out, tag 15 people and have them do the same.

1. Last beverage→ Green tea
2. Last phone call→ Ah Ma
3. Last text message→ Alicia Piggy
4. Last song you listened to→ P.S.Still Not Over You
5. Last time you cried→ Cant remember

SIX HAVE YOU EVER:
1. Dated someone twice → NO.
2. Been cheated on? → Dunnoe?
3. Kissed someone & regretted it?→ No.
4. Lost someone special?→ No.
5. Been depressed?→ Definetely yes.
6. Been drunk and threw up? → Nah.

LIST FOUR FAVORITE COLORS:
1. GREEN :D
2. Orange
3. White
4. Blue?

HAVE YOU:
1. Made new friends → Yesh.
2. Fallen out of love → Nah.
3. Laughed until you cried → Yesh
4. Met someone who changed you → Yesh
5. Found out who your true friends were → OF COURSE LAH!
6. Found out someone was talking about you → DEFINETELY YES.
7. Kissed anyone on your friend's list→ NOOOOO.i not les leii.
8. How many people on your friends list do you know in real life → ALL LAH.
9. How many kids do you want to have→ No comments
10. Do you have any pets →yes....MY EEYORE!!
11. Do you want to change your name→ NO,even though my name means "lame"
12. What did you do for your last birthday → Nothing much.
13. What time did you wake up today → 8am
14. What were you doing at midnight last night?→ sleeping like a log
15. Name something you CANNOT wait for → Friends' birthday!!
16. Last time you saw your father→ dunnoe?donkey years ago?
17. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life → Be academically & physically good.
18. What are you listening to right now → Thank You - Ray Boltz
19. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom → No,this not tom&jerry leii~
23. What's getting on your nerves right now? → Not getting A's for examination results.
24. Most visited web page → blogger/animeseason

1. What's your name→ Claudia
2. Nicknames→ Panda,Santa Clauds/clauds
3. Relationship Status: SINGLE
4. Zodiac sign → Cancer(or Canxer)
5. Male or female or transgendered → Of course female lah~
6. Elementary→ Marymount Convent School
7. high School → Hillgrove Secondary
8. college → not yet lehs~
10. Hair color → Black/Brown?
11. Long or short → Medium :)
16. Height → kpo sia...
17. Do you have a crush on someone? → dunnoe?
18: What do you like about yourself? → my voice~
19. Piercings → Yea...
20. Tattoos → Not my type
21. Righty or lefty → huh?

FIRSTS :
22. First surgery → dont think so
23. First piercing → 4years old,i thik
24. First best friends → Jessa,Liza
26. First sport you joined → SWIMMING!!!
27. First pet → Dog
28. First vacation → Thailand,Bangkok~
29. First concert → Dunman High School Choir
30. First crush → also dont want tell you leii!!

RIGHT NOW:
49. Eating → Sweets
50. Drinking → Green Tea
52. I'm about to → Sleep
53. Listening to → A Little Too Not Over You -David Archuleta
55. Waiting for → Finish this quiz

YOUR FUTURE :
58. Want kids?→ dunnoe?
59. Want to get married? → dunnoe?
60. Careers in mind? → Nutritionist/Biotechnologist

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX?
68. Lips or eyes → Eyes
69. Hugs or kisses → Hugs
70. Shorter or taller → Taller
71. Older or Younger → Older
72. Romantic or spontaneous → Both can?
73. Nice stomach or nice arms → None.
74. Sensitive or loud → None.
75. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
77. Trouble maker or hesitant → hmm...

HAVE YOU EVER :
78. Kissed a stranger → NO.
79. Drank hard liquor → NO.
80. Lost glasses/contacts → Nah.
81. Sex on first date → DPOS.Disgusting Piece Of Shit.NOO.
82. Broken someone's heart → I dunnoe?maybe yes?
83. Had your own heart broken→ Yea...
85. Been arrested → NO.
86. Turned someone down → yea..
87. Cried when someone died → No one die yet.
88. Liked a friend that is a girl? → All my friends.(as friends,not les)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
89. Yourself → dunnoe?
90. Miracles → dunnoe.
91. Love at first sight → Dunnoe?
92. Heaven → definitely
93. Santa Clause → LAME.NO.
95. Kiss on the first date? → Nope
96. Angels → of course

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
97. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → No.
98. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time? → NO.
100. Posting this as 100 Truths? → Yesh.


15 ppl tagged are:
Alicia,Waihian,Lijing,Liyun,Liza,Weining,Michele,Serika
(only 8 leii)

Chapter 14 3/4 of The Story Of The Girl Claudia:
-had a really sad life though.

why?
after band,lost complete control of my mood.
saw godfather in bus & decided to ask him to get my dinner.
he didnt want to.
ignored.getting more angry.
reached home,
ah ma didnt want to let me get my dinner.
she even said,"i dont care already.dont want to eat,starve.die la."

i got really moodless.
i bang everything i could,throwing my books everywhere.
i didnt care.
if they didnt cared,just kill me.
i dont need anyone's attention or care.

sis & bro didnt do their homework & they get to watch the telvision?
i dont.
why do they get all the pleasures & me,just rot in my room?

i couldn't kpkb mr.foo or others.
i lost my mood during the first 2 period also.
i cannot wait to see how badly i have done in my overall results.
if fail,then fail.i cant say anything.
since i have no one but myself to teach me.


cant wait to write Chapter.15~20.
Chapter.21-end of my world.
whatever.



somehow,i suddenly love this picture..


~ends~

uhh..
i dont know why.
is it me or the person?
why do i develope this changes?
why do i make ppl angry?
why cant i feel how they feel?
why am i such a morron?
why cant i just remember watever i must?
why?
why cant i just be the new me,forgetting the past,concentating on the present & working for the future?
why?
i really wonder why..

~ends~

yoyoyoyo!
im back!!
okays,hyper-ness.
sec3 adventure camp totally...SUCKS!!BUT.....IT ROCKS!!!
okays,i shall update.

Day 1
went to school as usual & went to the gymnasium to have a spotcheck.
they confiscated all our eletronic devices.
went to Dairy Farm Adventure Centre.
reached there & had some briefing,then went to our bunks.

after that,we had some games.
my group-group 14,did aot of games.
we then had our lunch.
followed by some more games.
then it was at night,we went for our night walk.
it was freaking scary as i had seen something.

blahblahblah.

went to have a bath,shared milo with liyun & went to our dormataries to have a nights sleep.


Day 2
woke up & changed.
then we had our turn of high element games.
again,my group rules!!
group 13 hadnt done much games.
we started off with flying fox,follwd by obstacle course,then pole jumping thing & rock-climbing.
as for the flying fox,i was last to jump off.
i shouted like WOOO!!
pkay,we combined group as a class to do the obstacle course.
we did the balancing thing,then i di the spider web obstacle alone!!
my hand totally went numb after that.

then,
we went for the pole thing.
when it was my turn,my legs refused to climb on top.
but thanks to the encouragement given by liyun,denise,shermane,etc,
i did it.
as i jumped,i got hold of the stick,but my right hand slipped off.
then yi hui was hugging the pole when he went up.
then we asked fo rock-climbing.
we did it.
yay-ness.

went for lunch.
thn we had briefing again,for our trekking.
we went of the wrong way but we managed to find our find through.
reached & it started to drizzle.
we made our way back.
half-way through,i fell & sprained my ankle.
siew xin helped me up but denise took over.
Thanks ya!

then got a guy ask me to land my right foot first.
thank him for that.as he is in SJAB.
walked back in the rain without support from some point onwards.
mr.teo congratulated me for my endurance to reach the campsite without support.
gathered & went to a dormatory.
got our shirts & went to change.

then went for campfire.
but instead,i ended up arguing with that bitch.
sihui shouted-scold me,i teared,as usual.
then some complications.
weijie calmed me down while charmaine told me to settle everything after campfire.
Thanks to them too!!

anws,we didnt care abt each other that much.
then we went for our bath & supper & slept.
had a bad dream while sleep-talking,as told by liyun.


Day 3
woke up,did some exercises.
had breakfast followed by area-cleaning.
i had to sweep the ashes in the campfire pit.
then we rested,packed up.
then assembled.
had prize-giving.
my group emerged as champions!!
YAY!!!
then mr ng gave out the prizes.
as he went,
thomas,thianseng,tommy,shawn,the guys all sang the mario theme song.
we laughed.
then off we go.we sang a final "chip chip" cheer & off.
reached school,took new time-table & went to mac to eat.
met up with Alicia the pig,told her abt our adventure there.
then went to westmall to get pen.
whilst walking back,saw yong liang.
chatted & said goodbye.
went to get my japanese pizza.
took 189 with Alicia home.

went home & bathed.
on com & used.
arms hurt like shit.
tmr still got band.
if i can wake up,i go.if not,too bad.

~ends~

ok,no more.
that's it.

I've realised that i loved my books more than anything else.
It had been my closest companion snce i was young & had given me knowledge.
I'm gonna say byebye to my love-life & start fresh with just me,my books,friends,family.
FULL STOP.
dont get it?
well,what i was trying to say was,NO MORE BFs.
END OF LOVE-LIFE.

Ok..
fcuk.
Teo Yee An had my necktie confiscated.
& everyone in class started being a busybody & questioned me about the incident.
Well,now without a tie,im normal.
Finally,after 2 years of continuous controlling myself,im free at last.
fcuking teo.
Bad luck i should say.

Next,
Foo was in a not so good mood.
whilst queuing up to proceed to the computer labortory,
he started scolding us for a tiny whiny incident.
i kept quiet,i wasnt in a good mood afterall.
then,he scolded,"Claudia can you shut up?"
i fcuking hell got pissed off & shouted back,"Also not me right?!!"
then i started mumbling loudly,scolding all the vulgarities.
liyun pushed me in front before i started scolding everything out.

blahblahblah.
boring craps.
hate life man.
how i wish it was like MCS,peaceful,fun,high-disciplined.

~ends~

"Mum,i'm home."
No one responded.
"MUM,I'M HOME"
No response,not a sound was heard.
I quickly threw my bag on the floor & rushed to check for the presense of any living being.
'pring pring...pring pring' went the phone.
Bringing to a halt,i turned around & walked briskly to the phone.
Picking it up,i heard a dead tone.
"Sheesh...Your mot..mother..ish...with...with mesh.."
"Hello?Hello?"
"If you ever want to seesh your mo..mother alive,come to Parkingston street off Walls street."
"HELLO?!DAMN YOU!"

I hardly could unerstand his language.
I bet he failed his languages.
Hopping onto my bike,i cycled down to Pickleting street & then to the destination.
I turned around & around,to find no one there.
Pressing 911 on my cell phone,i looked around for suspicious-looking person.
I informed the police about the current plight i was in & they offered help.
I searched frantically when the police too,could not find her.
it was the fourth hour,everyone gave up.
Cooling the prespirations,i hoped that she was alive.

True enough,she was.Limped,bloody & smelly.
i hugged her though.
"Never leave me again"
I had to carry her home.(imagine if she weighs 6pounds?!)

I brought her to counselling centes,therapy.
But everytime she goes there,my name would appear,talking about my love life.
I never fell in love before.
I dont know.
I dont want.
But i had puppy love before.
It ended within a week.

& my mum could only say,"See,they leave because you're a tomboy"
& i would only sigh.
I planned to not fall in love again.
but i accidentally did,witha guy,who i knew through my friends.

His voice would make my heart melt.
His laughter would make me happy at the saddest moment.
When i was lost,he reached for my hand & guided me.
When i was parched,he watered me with love & happiness.
I thought i had developed a friendship,a close one.
But no,it was more than that.
It was.....Love.
I had gradually fallen in love with him.
& i love looking at his blue-green eyes.
His skin is as soft as a feather pillow,
& his hair is as spiky as a porcupine.

It was all an infactuation & i didnt realise it.
I was on cloud-nine when he asked me to go steady with him.
I agreed.
I thought being in a relationship was easy.
i didnt know it was more then meets the eye..
I felt under pressure,under stress.
Our relationship had drifted apart.
No,is drifting apart.

I controlled my anger on him.
Acting like a blur queen,when he scolded me & slapped me.
I controlled my anger,but it was sensitive.
I could explode anytime.

Then,it struck me.
I should break up with him.
Relieving me from all these pressure & stress.
I took my cell phone,dialled his number & got ready to say that sentence.
"Erm...Hello?Is jerome there?"
"Yes?"
"Erm....I need to tell you something."
"what?"
"Erm....I think....I think we should break"
"..."
"i Know its best for us,so we should"
"well,if you insists."
"bye"
"bye"

That's it.
The end of my love life.
END OF MY LOVE LIFE.
FULL STOP.
I swore to myself to not fall in love again.
To let fate decide my future.
I know i had made the right decision.
Even though he calls & asks for patch backs,
i humbly rejected.
It's over.

~ends~

Well,what should i say?
I blame myself for my effing attitude towards him.
I really cant stand his english.
& i refuse to talk to him?
ohmygod,i'm nuts.

~ends~

1)What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
Answer: Wl -friend

2)Do you ever turn your cellphone off?
Answer: Nah.

3)What happened at 10.00am today?
Answer: In Band room

4)When do you last cry?
Answer: cant remember.

5)What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
Answer: Bread?seldom eat peanut butter.

6)What do you want in your life right now?
Answer: Everyone to be happy.

7)Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put out your hood?
Answer: i dont carry umbrella

8)What's your favourite thing to have on your bed?
Answer: My eeyore,my handphone & my pillow

9)Which bottoms are you wearing now?
Answer: FBT shorts

10)What's the nicest text in your inbox says?
Answer:Love you.

11)Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
Answer: No.

12)Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
Answer: No.

13)What's the last movie you watched?
Answer: Bride Wars

14)What are you proud of?
Answer: Being able to sing well.

15)What does the oldest text message in your inbox says?
Answer: I mean.

16)What's the last song you sang out loud?
Answer: A Little Too Not Over You-David Archuleta

17)Do you have any nicknames?
Answer: Yea..Panda

18)What does your last received message says?
Answer: "Im so envious"

19)What time do you go to bed last night?
Answer: 11 plus.

20)Are you currently happy?
Answer: Maybe Yes?

21)Who gave you the best advise?
Answer: Alicia pig,Waihian

22)Who do u wish to be the closest friends with?
Answer: Present or past?

23)Who do you talk on the phone last night?
Answer: Wl

24)Is anything bugging you right now?
Answer: Your privacy invading questions.

25)What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
Answer: Dominic Tan

26)Do you wear toe socks?
Answer: Obviously not.

27)Who was the last person you missed a call from?
Answer: Wl

28)Have you ever had your heart broken?
Answer: No comments.

29)What annoys you most in a person?
Answer: Untidiness & attitude problem.

30)Do you have crush on somebody
Answer: No.

31)Have you ever tried cocaine?
Answer: Your insane.

32)What's the colour of your room?
Answer: Orange

33)Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
Answer: No. its a sin & a crime.

34)Which country do you wish to go to ?
Answer: Italy.

35)Who was the last person who lay on your bed?
Answer: Me,myself & I.

36)Who was the last person to hug you?
Answer: if i not wrong,is Liza

37)What do you want to say to the person?
Answer: Miss ya,best!

38)Do you have a life?
Answer: Yesh.

39)Have you ever think someone dead, when they really didn't?
Answer: Not yet.

40)What is the reason behind your profile song?
Answer: Its related to love.

41)Who is the last person you saw in your dream?
Answer: My friends.

42)Last time you smiled?
Answer: 4 hours ago.

43)Have you changed this year?
Answer: ya.

44)What are you listening to right now?
Answer: That's When I Love You-Aslyn

45)Are you talking to someone when doing this?
Answer: Yes.

46)Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
Answer: Of course open.

47)Is there a quote you live by?
Answer: Saints are sinners who keep going

48)Do you want someone you can't have?
Answer: Can I not answer your question?

49)Have you ever played an instrument?
Answer: Yes.Piano,ocarina,trombone,euphonium,recorder,etc.

50)What is the worst idea you've had this week?
Answer: KPKB-ing mr.foo

51)What were you doing last night at 11pm?
Answer: Talking with Wl.

52)Are you happy with your love life right now?
Answer: yea?

53)What song to describe your love life?
Answer: Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey

54)Does the person know you like him/her?
Answer: LOL.

55)Who always make you laugh?
Answer: My friends.

56)Do you speak other language other than English?
Answer: Yes.Latin & Malay.

57)Are you blond?
Answer: No.

58)What's your middle name?
Answer: Lim

59)What are you doing tomorrow?
Answer: Go church & go out.

60)What do you think you are like?
Answer: A Panda

61)Who will you choose to die with?
Answer:Me or Him?

62)Where have you been today?
Answer: School,church

63)What game do you play often?
Answer: Maple,Audition

64)Who are you missing right now?
Answer: My friends - primary & secondary.

65)If you're choosing between friends and love, which one would you choose?
Answer: Option C - Both!!

66)What are you doing now?
Answer: Doing this quiz & chatting with ppl on msn.

67)What primary school are you from?
Answer: Marymount Convent School(mcs).

68)Name the three colour that you like
Answer: Green,Orange,White.

69)What emotions you like to show?
Answer: Humor.

70)What is life to you?
Answer: Full of ups & downs.

71)If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
Answer: Try to solve the problem unless i cant,then i will ask for help.

72)Who did you last chat in MSN today?
Answer:Weining,Saliyanti,Michele

73)Who do you admire the most?
Answer: People who did great things.

74)Which month are you born?
Answer: July

75)How are you feeling right now?
Answer: Bored.

76)What is the time now?
Answer: 2016hrs

77)Where are you now?
Answer: At home.

78)What colour do you use to dye your hair?
Answer: Green,next time.

79)Why are you doing this test?
Answer: Im bored.im bored.im bored.

80)What do you do when you're moody?
Answer: Keep quiet.

81)Are you stupid?
Answer: Maybe?NO?

82)Who is more important to you?
Answer: haha.Wl,friends,family.

83)Do you think you have enough confidence?
Answer: Yes,but still can have more.

84)Who is the person you trust the most?
Answer: Best friends,some friends.

85)Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
Answer: Ya.

86)If you have a dream come true, what will it be?
Answer: All my friends be happy forever & find their true love

87)What is your goal for this year?
Answer: To get good results,promote to 4A1

88)Do you believe in eternity love?
Answer: Yes.

89)Who do you love?
Answer: haha.LOL.

90)Do you really think it's global warming now?
Answer: Yes.

91)What do you hate the most?
Answer: Getting scolded by ppl for no reason.

92)If someone you love hurts you a lot, what would you do?
Answer: Forgive & forget.

93)Do you believe in god?
Answer: Of course,yes.Im a catholic.

94)Who do you care the most?
Answer: Everyone.

95)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
Answer: My friends.

96)What will you bring when you are in a fight?
Answer: Nothing,but faith.

97)What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
Answer: Not studying well.

98)What would you feel when no one longer care about you?
Answer: Sad,lonely,depressed.

99)What if your stead is two-timer?
Answer: Dunnoe?

100)Why are you living in this world?
Answer: Because God sent me here.



Got so bored that i did the 100 questions quiz again.
lol.
went for band then went to church.
went home.
tmr going to get my track pants for sec3 camp.lol.
wl cant call & msg me for 3days.haha.
shall call him on friday.

~ends~

` C.laudia S.L.Y.X
` 16;22nd July
` Green FREAK
` Lame,Crazy,Hyper & Fun around
` Friends before anything
` Panda's are loved

Dont judge me without knowing me