Wednesday, November 5, 2008
My Feelings
It's not easy being a friend,when stuff pops up & you stand up for ppl,
risking your position as you stand up for your friends.
it isnt easy as you thought it is.
so if you think that im talking crap or what,
you'd probably would not want to continue reading.
I wish i could just change my brain,my memory,my heart.
past events keep flashing over & over again.
who would know what will happen,
who will know what i'll do,
who can understand me,my feelings,my troubles,my fears,my happiness,my joys,my sorrows?
What if ppl backstabs you,how would you feel?
what if ppl tell lies about you to others,how would you feel?
what if you were lonely because someone snatched away your friends,how would you feel?
what if someone just keeps looking down on you,how would you feel?
At least think of ppl lah!
you say you are hurt because of what i said,
think carefully.
I was more hurt than you!!
when i was lonely,no one came.
when i was backstabbed,you snatched away all my friends.
when i did nothing wrong,you told lies about me to others.
when i was weak in something,you looked down on me.
You think its fair?!?!
NO!
When i got lower marks than you,must you look down?!
when i finally got higher than you,why you dont dare talk to me?!
why must you always steal my friends away from me?!
WHY!
why must you act so poor thing?!
why must you attraact attention?!
why cant you just shut your crap up & die?!
I cant take it anymore you know!!
I want to die can?!
I dont want to think negative but thinking of you makes me think!
I still have the lines on my wrist,i dont want cut anymore can?!
I dont want scold anyone already can?!
If i was dead...i wonder what would life be like...
If everyone was good,i wonder how would life be like...
message to this *****:
SHERMANE WONG!I WISHED YOU NEVER EVEN LIVED LAH!
& doesnt mean Gordius always help you,you can take advantage of him!!
**** LAH!
I hope next year i have the chance to beat you in all subjects INCLUDING CHINESE!
I must beat you,& I will,even though i hate chinese!!
argh!!!
message to WeiTai:
diao leii...
dont emo lah,everytime emo emo...
-.-
dont need so worried also,still got other friends right?
you made the right choice,after all,he is still childish.
you need not go help him,he must help himself,even though he knows what he is doing.
anything,you could just talk out,not go *** yourself right?
& I'm not the stupidest women in N.A.
-.-
I'm sooo sorry people!!
i will not be updating stories from today until this sunday,5th-9th november.
as i will not be in singapore,so if you wan to write stories,just go read the stories on the,29th/30th/31st october & 1st/2nd/3rd/4th november.
byebye!
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