Thursday, October 16, 2008
why..?why?
but i just cant....cant...
ever since she told me,i just,i just cant help but to think why....
my mood changed.
i just kept thinking non-stop,why?
why did it happened...?
i thought i could just rest after forgetting about the incident.
but no,more problems just keeps coming up...
seriously,
i just wished i could cut my veins & die on the spot or just jump down a 34-storey building,
but why cant i?
you know why i didnt?
cause i believe that watever good ive done in the past & now,i love it.
even though i maybe suffering now,taking in every single pain & sadness,i still have to take it.
its life,i must accept life & all its problems & obstacles.
i just cant help but to cry,cry out to myself,asking & beating myself,why,why all of these is happening?
i changed again,just to be a better person,a positive-thinking person,but what you've done is to make me think negative!
you think its fair for me?!
i fought for many ppl's justice,but all ive got is injustice!
you think its fair?!
suffer,suffer more is all that ive experienced.
cant i just close my eyes & leave the world?
wat you said really made my heart shatter.
it makes no sense.
fine,we shall be enemies.
& tats tat.
friends.
wats the use?
you know whats a real friend?
a real friends is one who gives you her ear for you to tell ur problems to.
a real friend is one who will encourage you regardless of your failures & supports you no matter what happens.
a real friends is one who walks into ur life when others walk out.
hey serika,
dont worry abt me now.
& its definitely not a suicide note.
we'll meet up one day & ill tell you everything.
the promise i made has not been broken & it nvr will.
trust.
know my overall results for art & mathematics le.
art overall is 69 & mathematics overall is 83.
im gonna take A Maths next year.
i cant believe you got lower than me...
sad....
no frets.
though ur bro did better than you,you must take A Math & show him that ur better than him.
you can do it!!
thank you for helping alot last year.
stopping ur brother from bullying me.
thank you.
[hugs&misses]
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
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