Tuesday, October 7, 2008
exams starts tmr...need to work harder to take A Maths!!
yea,was angry today.
in fact,i vented my anger on liyun by ignoring her...
i didnt know until she told me during recess..
[conversation]
(some parts missing,cant remember)
liyun: remember what you tell me yesterday?
me: erm...i got say anything meh?
liyun: ya...
me: seriously?! i forgot!
liyun: (1 kind of weird expression)
me: damn....i cant remember...what did i say?
liyun: im telling you this for the last time.
me:yea..ok.
liyun: you told me yesterday,for example,"When someone cheats in an exam,you tell the teacher.after school,the person calls ppl & they beats you up.but you still take it."
me: serious?you can summarize it.like,"just accept whatever that happens to you.
liyun: (another weird expression)
me: yea...sorry leii....
liyun: just remember what i said.
me: i mean,its my temper.you should know.i just do things without thinking,especially nowadays.
liyun: just remember what i said.
cant believe it.i actually vent my anger on her & i didnt know it?cant believe im so evil...
so SORRY!!
actually,i was angered by ppl during lesson time.
before recess,during english,
mdm tiong asked us do ws.then she said it was counted in the EOY results.
then after she mark finish,return,she go le.
then i look at my paper.
got keywords then nvr give marks!fail la!
this is what happened.
[conversation]
me: which idiot mark de?!why got keywords also mark wrong?!
shermane: i see i see
me: ma de!like that all fail le la!
si hui: eh hello!keywords also still wrong
me: then like that all fail la!mdm tiong say is counted de la!
si hui: you want to listen to wat she say ar?!
it really made my blood boil 89 degree celsius.
i mean....
she change.
change not a little,but,ALOT.
she used to be damn fun,easy-going,can take jokes,nice.
but now,she's different,way too different.
she is not easy-going,looks down on ppl,talks rudely,treats ppl like dogs,gets me into trouble.
different...
i wonder how...
next year if like that then die le...
then jasmine is like everytime also look down on ppl like me who is weaker than her in her strongest subject(dont get what i mean?).
she said that if i take A Maths next year,she will chop her head.
so insulting right?look down sia...
some more,say if i can pass chinese,then dunnoe wat la...
i wish i could just stand up & shout to you,"can you stop being emotional?"
but i dont have the courage to do that...
it really breaks my heart to see you so emo everyday...
but yet,you still study very hard,just to prove that you're smarter than your brothers?
like you got nothing to do,no one to talk to,etc.
you will the only person who can fill the "empty-ness" in my heart...
[loves&misses]
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
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