Sunday, October 5, 2008
just kept on crying everytime im online.
can i just forget you?
no right?
i just cant forget you.
you were so nice but everything happened so fast.
i dunnoe why too....
peace to you,my friend.
Message to Serika:
im answering your message:
-I am not me,the old me.Im just someone else.I dunnoe how to change me back to the old self.I still doubt God.Im not sure how to live life.Im always in trouble at school.I just hate life again.HATE.You should noe why Im like this.Yes,maybe its because of school I am in or friends.But i cant judge me,Im just suffering with pain,anger,hatred & sadness.Alot of things happened when i changed.Now I wonder if I change back,will it still be the same?Im not happy,I only show that I am but in actual fact Im not.Its different without your true friends in school right?Same.Not everyone can be trusted,not everyone is fit to be my friend,not everyone understands how I feel.No,they're not.Yet,Im still here on earth living life with so many obstacles & hardships.Im just somebody whom no one understands.Yes,sometimes you noe how its like.
We all always tell each other,"Live Life to the FULLEST." Are we?FULLEST,what does it mean it that point of view?Not everyone knows.It means that no matter what happens,we still have to move on.Even if we break up with friends or relationship,we still have to move on.Yes,rika,I used to be advisive in primary school.But itchanged,more like Im the one who needs advices.No,Im NOT gonna see any damn counsellor.NO.Im just crying everyday as though someone died.Something just struck a big blow against me & Im like a ship sinking in the ocean.No rescue came.Nothing.
I miss you.
how i wish i could confess.
but no,i will not.
lets wait for the day to come alright?
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
THAT GIRL.
` C.laudia S.L.Y.X
` 16;22nd July
` Green FREAK
` Lame,Crazy,Hyper & Fun around
` Friends before anything
` Panda's are loved
Dont judge me without knowing me
CRAVES.
` Green Crumpler bag
` Pass chinese
` Save $200 by July
` Better videoing skills
` Panda stuff toys
` A new green badminton racquet
` Have a stronger voice
` Finish learning guitar
` Have piano lessons
` New handphone
` Promote to sec5NA/Higher Nitec
` Make new friends
` Looney Tunes stuff toy
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