Monday, September 15, 2008
sick & tired of people lying to me le.
sick & tired of people who badmouth my friends le.
went home with a headache & black face.
ah ma asked wat happened.kept quiet.
then she kept asking if i got fight with ppl or not.its like she can read me A-Z.
not gonna talk about home.but i spent time writing a poem.
This is the poem i wrote for 6 special people.6 of you,i want to thank you for everything.
(i hope you know who you 6 are)
THANK YOU!
here's the poem:
I'm not sure where to begin or where to start.
All I really know is that this poem's from my heart.
This may sound confusing-it is for me too.
But I'm ready to begin this poem to you.
A tortuous winding path-life is a confusing place to be.
I want to get away from this stress & find the real me.
Why can't I be happier? Today's a brand-new day...
Yet I have thoughts and memories that don't go away.
I think of my life,and that my problems aren't so bad
But for some unknown reason I still feel kind of sad.
It's tough being a preteen,soetimes it's just a scare
I wish I had some answers.Life isn't always fair.
Sometimes I'm just really lost & don't know what to do.
I wonder where to go & who I can talk to.
No one really knows which thoughts I choose to share,
But even if I told them,they probably wouldn't care.
Sometimes I want to say,"Thanks for all thet you've done,
"But the words fly from my head as quickly as they came.
I don't know how to talk to you,tell you how i feel
Now & then it's so complex.Life sometimes is surreal.
You may not always see me when I stumble,trip & fall
When tears are in my eyes & there's no one to call.
You may not hear me when I cry in bed at night
Hoping that my worries will somehow be put right.
You may not always like or love me when we just don't get along
I may screw up when I just won't admit I was wrong.
I'm sharing with you because I know that you really care
The friend you are to me is special,precious & rare.
Sometimes I might act joyful to camouflage my fears
But deep down inside,I want to burst right into tears.
All I need sometimes when my heart just wants to break
Is your smile & a hug.That's what I can't fake.
I need you,my friend,to take my hand & try
To help me mend my broken heart & be there when I cry.
I want you to be with me & walk with me on this road
To step along beside me & help me with this heavy load.
I want you to feel free-I hope I don't ask too much
Just be there when I need you,& offer me your touch.
Some people are ashamed to cry,but I am not afraid
For crying is the way that I let out all my pain.
A friend walks in when all other walk out.
You knocked on the door when I was full of doubt.
You are an angel.You've helped me do what's right,
When I had no eyes,you saved me-you were my sight.
You helped me through,without you,where would I be?
A blessing & a treasure is what you are to me.
You are a great person with good advice to lend
I just want you to know that you are a wonderful friend.
Have I changed you?You have changed me a great deal
You've let me be who I am & tell you how I feel.
The best thing ever was finding a friend just like you
Who listens & talks to me,you make each day seem new.
I hope you like this poem...like I said from the start.This poem was written for you,from deep inside my heart.
~ends~
.i whine today, have u? .
THAT GIRL.
` C.laudia S.L.Y.X
` 16;22nd July
` Green FREAK
` Lame,Crazy,Hyper & Fun around
` Friends before anything
` Panda's are loved
Dont judge me without knowing me
CRAVES.
` Green Crumpler bag
` Pass chinese
` Save $200 by July
` Better videoing skills
` Panda stuff toys
` A new green badminton racquet
` Have a stronger voice
` Finish learning guitar
` Have piano lessons
` New handphone
` Promote to sec5NA/Higher Nitec
` Make new friends
` Looney Tunes stuff toy
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